day 756 – beat the rough

August 25, 2015 by tongtong in my 365 and tagged #attitude, #bottledup, #digress, #grind, #gymlife, #happyplace, #kickintheface, #latenight, #leanitout, #leavemealone, #legwork, #letitallout, #mindandbody, #nash, #nightowl, #nottakingthis, #respect, #roughday, #rude, #selfrestraint, #sweatitout, #takenoexception, #therapy, #trainhard, #transformationtuesday, #treatotherswithrespect, #unacceptable, #workhard, #worklife, #workout | Leave a comment

late night gym time all to myself to digress because it has been a rough day. just needed some time alone to let me mind rest and let it all out and couldn’t think of a better place than this. i figured this is a better way of putting my excess and bottled up energy to use because earlier today i came ever so close to kicking someone in the face and had to use every possible reason to restrain myself from letting my limbs loose. if it did, she wouldn’t even know what hit her. i can’t believe how rude and irritating some people could be; she clearly crossed the line today and i take no exception

day 709 – bowl of cherries

July 9, 2015 by tongtong in my 365 and tagged #bowlofcherries, #escape, #fightingmyself, #findingmyway, #foodforthought, #goingincircles, #insomnia, #letgo, #letitallout, #lifeanalogy, #lifechallenges, #mentalblock, #needabreak, #noanswer, #notfeelingright, #reality, #roadblock, #roughnights, #solution, #stepback, #struggleisreal, #struggles, #tiredsoul, #whatisgoingon | Leave a comment

life is like a bowl of cherries. that’s how i wish my life was right now, except it’s completely opposite. constant struggles and endless thinking but still no answer as to what i need to do to get past the road block. even when i am tired, i cannot fall asleep at night because my brain is still spinning in circles. been juggling a lot and going through some rough patches, i find myself wanting to think of a solution but when i can’t i just want to escape reality

day 413 – digression along seawall

September 17, 2014 by tongtong in my 365 and tagged #bottledup, #bymyside, #calming, #comfort, #digress, #dslrquality, #emotions, #explorebc, #explorevancouver, #family, #frustration, #humpday, #letitallout, #lunchtime, #noregrets, #notalone, #recooperating, #regroup, #seawall, #stroll, #tempersflare, #tough, #toughdays, #unloaded, #whatfriendsarefor | Leave a comment

taking a long walk along the seawall to digress all that’s been happening around my life as of late. i had a rough one last night and woke up feeling like crap, but with the passage of time plus comfort and care of family and friends, it has gotten a bit less emotional. having all these bottled up inside makes life very depressing, i am still very surprised i finally let it all out and got it out of my system

day 323 – a night i wish i never had

June 19, 2014 by tongtong in my 365 and tagged #alone, #darkness, #explode, #eyetoeye, #frustration, #generationgap, #gym, #gymtime, #hitthewall, #letitallout, #meltdown, #noluck, #notinthemood, #parents, #personalspace, #roughday, #selfreflection | Leave a comment

as if my day wasn’t as unflattering enough, it continues into the night. just as i thought i could go home and wait for the arrival of friday, things get even worse. my parents and i just can’t seem to see eye to eye recently and it’s making me very frustrated. i am dealing with way too much at the moment to correct what’s been said and done. the only two things i want to do is go to the gym and let out my steam and sit in darkness to get some time alone so i don’t explode on anyone else

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day 756 – beat the rough

day 709 – bowl of cherries

day 413 – digression along seawall

day 323 – a night i wish i never had