day 1459 – playoff sub

was originally going into tuesday playoffs to do exec duties, but ended up subbing in tier 3. we got far into the playoffs, but disappointed with the third place finish. nonetheless there’s a lot to take away from this playoffs. i was really pleased with my play as i was on my game. never have i made so many catches and three of them ended up to be clutch game winning catches. i hope to carry the momentum forward towards next week’s gstrings playoffs. my throat is really sore from reffing countless games

day 1458 – at the rink 

another week or drop in hockey to keep me on the ice. i’m still working on getting used to the skates but i feel better already. today’s focus is on playing positional hockey and becoming a smarter player with good iq which is equally as important as putting the puck in the net. i find playing drop in is a bit different than regular league because it allows me to skate freely and try new things. i also find regular lines got me used to the quicker pace and more physical play so i’m trained to be strong on my skates 

day 1457 – archery tag

a monthly company team building activity brought us together for a game of archery tag. my dodgeball blocking instinct doesn’t carry over in this game which costed me a few lives. i can shoot straight but not so good with this one eye aiming thing. my team didn’t have a lot of success but certainly had a lot of fun hanging with coworkers outside of the work environment

day 1456 – lingering effects

slowly getting back to normally but there’s lingering effects both physically and mentally. somehow i am still hesitant and scared to eat regular food, or maybe i’m just worried i’ll get fat again. i’m hollow and empty inside, but i persuade myself i can wait it out. it’s one of those things i’d rather endure than being hurt and be scarred time after time. it affects me more than i’d ever want to talk about it 

day 1455 – my ride

it wasn’t the best of days at dodgeball; just felt really tired and not up to it. i couldn’t get into it and felt ousted. though driving my own car again made up some of my horrible play. i realized how much i enjoy driving my car because the driving experience was lost i was driving other cars. i happily went for a joy ride until i realized my gas tank was running low

day 1454 – toasting 

i can tell you such restricting diet sucks when all i really wanted today was a chocolate chip cookie. it’s times like this when i crave all the bad stuff that i consistently pry myself from anyways. i’ve had enough plain bread and blandness the past week. my first trial run of first real food was an egg and my treat of the day was pint sized chicken udon for dinner. people have been telling me i shrunk, and my face is noticeably paler, skinnier and look borderline unhealthy 

day 1453 – robot war 

nine dodgeless days is over as robot war strikes. a simple game of dodgeball with player stat tracking to spark trade talks. the few twists to the rules but i’m ready to contribute to team doraemon. day three of liquid diet consisted of three slices of toasts and one banana; i’m surprised i still had energy in the tank to play. these restrictions suck and i would experience spurts of dizziness throughout the day