day 2281 – general practitioner

my family doctor never seems to fail at disappointing me. i went into her office for one reason – to get either an xray or mri referral. i didn’t get either of the said referrals. instead, i got a prescribed topical cream. this blows my mind that one needs to go through medical school to be able to tell me topical cream will be the best relief she can provide. remind me to never go to her unless i want to get disappointed

day 890 – campus grounds

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i am only here because ubc can’t get it together, therefore i had to step in to put that all back into order. the campus that had it all, where lots of joy, sadness, laughter, tears, stresses and surprises collided to create lasting memories. having a nostalgic moment with the siting of irving. the brief visit was more so sprinting around trying to find answers and solutions to problems that shouldn’t have been problems to begin with

day 709 – bowl of cherries

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life is like a bowl of cherries. that’s how i wish my life was right now, except it’s completely opposite. constant struggles and endless thinking but still no answer as to what i need to do to get past the road block. even when i am tired, i cannot fall asleep at night because my brain is still spinning in circles. been juggling a lot and going through some rough patches, i find myself wanting to think of a solution but when i can’t i just want to escape reality

day 624 – homework

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tonight is the closest it will get to being a perfect night where i feel unbelievably good accomplishing exactly what i wanted to do. i was under a lot of stress and breaking a sweat at the gym was the solution cause i walked out satisfyingly exhausting, but also reenergized. after i got it out of my system, i was able to focus and work away without realizing the time. staying up late is what i was regularly harped at because i do it much too often, but at least it’s for a good cause

day 562 – going all out asian

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going the asian route in attempt to cure this lingering cough that doesn’t seem to be going away even after four long weeks. it seems like i have tried every possible solution but had little success or progress to show for. the condition gets especially bad early mornings and late at night which works well if i need a body clock to tell me when it’s 10am and 10pm

day 180 – define

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i have let this sit for too long so if this continues and i sense no resolution coming soon, don’t mind me if i suddenly explode out of my silence for the better or for the worse. i will not allow someone to disrespect me like that cause i am not a stepping stone just so you can find a reason to feel better about yourself

day 44 – my friend

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think i had overdone it yesterday doing something odd or not realizing what i had done that made it more sore than it needs to be. in search of my good friend ben to solve all my problems and allow my body to continue to work. where’s my magical ben when i need him very so badly