day 1668 – weathering

the cold vancouver winter is quite frightful and unpleasant for my shadow. the weather forecast has issued a heavy snowfall warning that starts at 6am. i don’t enjoy the snow on city roads because i’m slipping and skidding everywhere. the sight lines up at the mountain is a much better view. it’s making me think back on the warm summer days when i would be outdoor without frozen fingers


day 1582 Рkurios 

cirque du soleil once again proves it’s entertainment at its best. a little under the weather but couldn’t pass up the opportunity to good seats for kurios. it was a display of amazing acrobatic skills that took me through time warp and challenged my perceptions. this would be one of the better cirque shows i’ve seen so far. kooza, zarkana, totem, ka, toruk, and now kurios, i have never been disappointed walking out of their shows. each time i witness something different that is mind blowing

day 1537 – air

perhaps i might be better off if i never even bothered waking up and getting out of bed after an uneasy night. i did a lot of thinking and reflecting in the past waking hours of why i have to suffer through what doesn’t even treat me right. so many questions in my head left unquestioned notably how i’m going to continue onward. realizing this is the time to figure out what everything means to me and what i’m worth to others. went through the day with no emotions and a big void inside. surprisingly didn’t even see a drop of tear; maybe my tears went dry, or maybe i learn to block out feelings as if i had none

day 1476 – nomadic tempest

camping under the cambie bridge with my beach chair for the free nomadic tempest outdoor show. ¬†it was more cultural and less acrobatic than advertised but it’s still neat to have checked it out. i like checking out the various summer events vancity has to offer; it gives me a reason to be outdoors and away from the things i routinely go through day after day. i’ll be back for more summer events around the city, especially the free ones

day 1421 – solstice begins

on days like this being stuck indoor away from windows isn’t ideal. the weather looks to be good for the rest of the week with the start of summer season. temperature is on the rise and it’s just one of the reasons summer is my favourite, for it brings sunshine to my life. all the fun summer activities awaits. maybe this will brighten my mood and bring me to a better place

day 1374 – flight home

flying out of the nevada desert and going back home where my good old bed awaits. i take with me a lot of valuable and imperative experience that was gained attending this tradeshow. not only did i learn about the industry, i also learned a lot about my coworkers, manager and even the big boss. it was a tiring trip being on my feet all day and all night. i’m ready to head back to vancity where i can chill with mo. i’m not homesick, but that’s enough flying for the month

day 1283 – february snow

the forecast was correct and vancouver indeed got its february snowfall overnight. we were forewarned about the precipitation, but the city did nothing to prepare for this snowfall. there was no signs of salted roads nor trucks shovelling snow. as a result, the road conditions was much worse than it needed to be and more car accidents than there should have been. my hour drive home from richmond back to vancouver was full of skidding