day 1547 Рlorraine replicas 

i came out to complete¬†team lorraine as part of the dress up halloween wednesday. all i had to do with show up and my teammates brought the props to me. i know that i’ll always have my obyf teammates cheering me on, even when i’m the one on the sideline. their support for me and the team spirit they bring has been a difference maker during my coping time. i can’t wait to be back on the court with these neon guys, but i fear my chances of returning before this season ends is slim

day 416 – pistol squat

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stuck around after class to attempt my first pistol squat since terribly messing up my knee. a little shaky and not in the best form but all is good when i was able to do a few without experiencing pain. it took me quite a while to train for this and certainly involved a lot of pushing and still only able to complete it on my right, but still work in progress. thank you for making it possible even though i said it wasn’t possible and you single handedly erased my doubts. i am glad i can still maintain this ability even having not done it in over a month, never want to lose it

day 413 – digression along seawall

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taking a long walk along the seawall to digress all that’s been happening around my life as of late. i had a rough one last night and woke up feeling like crap, but with the passage of time plus comfort and care of family and friends, it has gotten a bit less emotional. having all these bottled up inside makes life very depressing, i am still very surprised i finally let it all out and got it out of my system