day 988 – doctor blows

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going in to see a medical doctor to satisfy my parents’ even though i knew it was going to be a total waste of time, and i couldn’t be more right. started off the week with a 39 high fever, dropped down a degree or two, but suddenly shot back up to 39 and now i even have cold-like symptoms. the doctor told me i don’t have strep throat, something i could have concluded myself. if i wasn’t semi dying, i wouldn’t even think twice about going in at all. what a way to spend my special one monther

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day 987 – dozing

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the fever that i thought went away seems to come and go, and come back again. took some extra strength drowsy pills that put me right out and gave me a good night’s sleep, but i woke up feeling like i am taking on a cold as well. i don’t know how to get rid of this lingering illness. all my parents ever tell me is to see a doctor, but they never seem to understand that from the second a step in the clinic to actually seeing the medical doctor is a complete waste of my time. all i ever get from doctors is useless information i could have told myself