my glutes are in extreme soreness and overall body is tired after a workout and coaching session. i forget how much i have to demonstrate when sifu is there. so sore i was in limbo to go workout or not. in the end i went because the blueberry muffin devoured earlier needed to be justified; won’t let myself eat without having exercised. in transition between my program; the increased urgency is the cause of more sweat
although i don’t need this to feel like i belong, it doesn’t stop me from feeling more legitimacy. work has been really busy at the office this week; put more work in doing overtimes but the pile doesn’t seem to be getting less cause more work keeps coming in. time goes by so fast when everyone is pestering me because they seem to think their project needs to be prioritized first
part of the packing process is making a list of what i need to bring, part of it is choosing which duffel to take along. i have a go to duffel for different occasions and activities; competition travels is the adidas with mooto backpack. practicing packing with urgency because i’m procrastinating. it’s only a weekend portland trip, but i still end up running out of space to put everything i think i’ll need
getting closer to competition means more cramming to be done. while that needs to be done, i still must be really cautious cause my groin has still has yet to heal, which exemplifies how badly i had pulled it two months back. hoping with a little help from my friend ben, it will not affect my left sidekick too much. this is usually the time i start to feel the urgency and my stress level is soaring exponentially
can’t stress enough how tough it is working on this through christmas holidays when all i want to do is celebrate like every normal person. reality has hit me and it’s about time i pick up the pace and work faster. productivity and sense of urgency has been low and now the deadline is only days away.