day 914 – leaf through

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came across this as i was leafing through my phone album for a kickass picture request. going through these pictures bring back so much memories, the times when i seemed to have a better grasp of competition. deep down i know i miss competition and really want to be back in the game, but knowing i will not return until i can step up my game. it’s been far too long since i last competed. the longer i’m away from the competition stage, the more scared i feel. i hope i’m able to control and improve not only my game, but my state of mind

day 524 – portfolio deadlines

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it’s the final stretch of applications so really got to push through no matter how tired i am. a night of being productive in┬ámaking more progress on portfolio and trying to contain my stress level and get everything seemingly under my control even when that’s impossible. just have to persuade myself exhaustion is only temporary and will get my much needed rest when it’s all over

day 386 – vroom

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this must have been two summers ago but i think i still look the same. sitting on a motorcycle makes me feel so cool and all but i can live on not having ever ridden a motorcycle in motion. although i do remember all the times when i was in china standing on a scooter while the china man drives me around like a mad men weaving in and out of traffic from all directions. having said that, i wouldn’t turn down the idea of riding a scooter just for fun, that’s if i am the driver