day 2280 – home arrest

the continuation of no work, no driving and little walking basically means i’m under house arrest. i was advised to put on the boot as precautions until it’s confirmed nothing is fractured or broken. i feel utterly useless right now when everything is delivered to me. i fail to see the positives in this situation, but i’m grateful for those taking care of me. i tried really hard to turn my attention to watching some tvb drama and working on my make belief model home

day 2104 – flex day

took a flex day in anticipation that i’d be exhausted from a weekend of activities and i couldn’t be more correct. there was no way i would’ve been able to wake up at 6am for work. i slept in until 11am, and half the day was gone before i knew it. i really should be cleaning up, doing laundry and preparing food, but i mulled around and finished off my drama series. i went to flip and stayed until late despite my leg and ankle being crazily bruised up. good luck waking up for work tomorrow morning

day 1743 – repose

i miss the gym, a lot, but i’m going to resist from going to the gym for at least two more days. i need the rest and my body needs to recover after such a crazy but fun-filled birthday week of festivities. when i step back into the gym, i want to be fresh and ready to begin my new program. let me relinquish the feeling of not being sore for forty more odd hours because once the grind starts, maybe i’ll only feel soreness. spent an evening catching up on my news feed and tvb drama

resolution series: [six] unimportant things

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life isn’t made equal, but when it comes to time, everyone is given the same amount to work with everyday – no more, no less. since there’s a limit, one can only choose to include so much in their daily routine and screen out all the things that aren’t deemed worthwhile. but even after screening, we must then filter and sort out which of the commitments are priorities and require more attention. there is only that much time in a day to fit everything into my daily life. as it stands, my schedule is already far beyond packed. inevitably take a lot of responsibilities than the amount of time i can afford, too much for my own good cause i haven’t learned to say no. i try not to surround myself with all the drama queens and drama kings out there because i simply don’t have the time and energy to deal with them. drama can only lead to more stress than i can already handle. i need not to be involved in other unimportant business when i haven’t gotten complete control on my life. but until then, i will put my life, my problems, my wants and needs as top priority

twenties series: [seven] drama

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throughout each of the schooling stages so far, i have met a lot of different people with unique characters. some people are born with the innate ability to be drama queens and drama kings. it is no uncommon when situations seen by different sides will result in different stories, that’s when they overreact and blow things out of proportion just to get other’s attention and seek support. i have been involved in a series of dramatic events in the past, none of which was worthwhile for the amount of time and energy put forth to resolving all that. i can’t really speak for others, maybe some people enjoy being in the middle of drama, but i personally would like to distant myself from all that. i learned that i like to stay away from drama as much as i can because it causes too much stress and takes a lot of time and effort. try to focus on what’s controllable and don’t waste my precious time stressing over what’s beyond my control. with the amount of stress i have in my daily life, the last thing i need is to add on more unnecessary stress. i find that the older i get, the less involved i want to be in these uncalled for situations. it’s just good to keep some things personal and keep life simple whenever possible because sometimes less is more. the only drama i like and is absolutely addicted to is hong kong tvb drama, otherwise, leave me out of it

day 349 – end of the day

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quite a long and exhausting day after demo practice and all its physical and mental demands. it usually requires some form of patience training which i don’t have much of. got home and just want to sit back, relax and catch my tvb drama before i call it a day. a chilled drink right now to go along would feel like paradise but i am too tired to go get one or make one myself

陳展鵬 – 差半步

ruco chan’s newest song is currently at the top of my playlist ever since i downloaded the song. the tune and lyrics are very well written and seem to represent my feelings at times. i have been thoroughly impressed with ruco chan and been one of my recent favourites in tvb, appearing in many larger production tvb series with good casting roles