day 1157 – still tried

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three days is as far as i got before i gave in to gym and taekwondo. i kept it as close to my game plan as possible, which was some form of cardio and isometric exercises. i tried super hard to keep my distance from the cage in case i do something that is off limits. it is the deadline of registration so i had to attempt some taekwondo. i didn’t get very far into training before i knew it’s a no go. i’ll still keep trying over the next week and maybe, just maybe a miracle will happen and perhaps be allowed to do a late registration

day 827 – temptations

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two bowls filled with halloween chocolate up for grab this morning. the past me would have hastily pigged out on it, but not today. today i decided to walk away from it cause i don’t want low quality addictives to ruin my system. i still can’t believe i resisted the urge to indulge in┬áthem but i know i made someone proud. i feel like my mental game is getting stronger already

resolution series: [twentyfour] bad habits

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it’s one of those unexplained phenomena why most girls always take pictures of their food before devouring them. i guess for me i like to document things and have variety of pictures available for blogging. i don’t know how to stop having food cravings at the most random times. one thing on my to do list is to limit the amount of eating out and consumption of unnecessary crap because it is hard to control my digestive system. and speaking of digestive system, there’s been some ongoing issues with mine that i have yet to find reason or solution to, all i know is it is very sensitive and gets upset for no good reason. also wish that i could get rid of that peculiar food craving and stop eating junk at the most inopportune times. i have this terrible habit like the sudden urge to have chocolate, ice cream, cookies, chips and all sorts of unhealthy snacks you can possibly think of. fortunately i am not a big fan of desserts, especially the white desserts and pastries like cupcakes, brownies, mousse cakes etc, but i do like my fair share of asian snacks. with all that said, my top priority is cleaning up my eating, control my cravings and intake to ensure that i do not mess up my already messed up digestive system. maybe once that gets under control, then i can pinpoint what is going on with my stomach

day 495 – chocolate block

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the inevitable christmas chocolates are starting to flood in like crazy. at first i was puzzled when i opened the box and the first thing i saw was the metal hammer. it all makes sense after i flipped open the wrapper to find a thirteen inch by eight inch solid block of milk chocolate. i guess it all makes sense when the gift was coming from engineers. that’s a lot of chocolate to be had, how can i keep my hands off this??