day 1534 – gstrings girls

appointed photographer and driven to dickens as photoweek for thursday continues. it forced me to see people and be sociable. it’s the only time i left the house cause i didn’t go into work yet again and it’s driving me up the wall. the swelling makes it uncomfortable to sleep at night, and can’t predict how the swelling will fluctuate throughout the day either. i feel useless that i can’t even take care of myself and don’t want to get out of bed to face the day

day 1337 – raspy

popping advils and drinking honey lemon water to fight off headache, sinus and raspy throat. i can’t let my immune system fail me now; i need to take care of others instead of being taken care of. going into the office today was hard as hell; i couldn’t concentrate on my tasks as my mind was far, far away. i kept telling myself i must chug on until i can no longer

day 933 – voodoo

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got my hands on these and will be flossing ever so often until my elbow gets better, or good enough to do normal things. i have felt a significant amount of strength lost in that arm ever since but can’t really work it in its current state. hoping this will be the cure so i can hold off on physio until i have a gap in between my hectic schedule. but no matter what the condition is, training, sports and fun doesn’t stop for nothing

day 499 – eye drops

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my eye is feeling irritated so probably a it was better idea to give my eyes a day off contacts today. must have rubbed my eyes by accident in bed after applying cream on my ginormous bruise. i hope it will get a lot better overnight with some eye drops and actual sleep or else i will be in trouble tomorrow because i refuse to dodge with glasses and can’t dodge blind either