i had a lot of trouble sleeping tonight. what makes me such a good victim for people to hurt and take advantage of. i guess my feelings can be swept aside, guess promises can be broken, guess what i like or don’t like doesn’t matter anyways. at first i didn’t think i was fat but being repeatedly called that makes me believe i am indeed fat and repeatedly makes me skip meals. even after long days i force myself through the fatigue to come here simply cause i can’t eat unless i exercise. today is one of those days where i’m feeling completely burned out from a fifty eight hour work week but still dragged myself to workout because my dinner is not yet earned
day 1465 – victimÂ
by tongtong in my 365 and tagged #burntout, #dinner, #earnmyfood, #exercise, #fasting, #fat, #fatigue, #fatigued, #feelings, #gymsession, #longdays, #nash, #overworked, #parents, #skipping, #sleeplessness, #sticksandstones, #victim, #workout |
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