林奕匡 – 有淚多好

it’s a good song, but a sad one. a song that looped and looped over hundred times in my car and on my computer because it speaks for my heart. i can’t explain and don’t want to try to explain why tears just keep rolling uncontrollably. all this is just wreckage to my soul, and i’m ready to pull out to end the misery. every day i tell myself that this will all be over some day. i guess i’m just waiting for the moment to speak and get it over with

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day 311 – getting rays done

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just what the physio ordered, getting my xrays done bright and early saturday morning before my appointment. was told if xray report is negative, an mri may be necessary to solve this mystery. being on the injured reserve list for over two weeks is killing me and my soul and making my body rot. is this how jail feels like?? done my part and all i can do is hope for the best knowing i could be out indefinitely

day 253 – rest phase

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stayed away from what’s been causing my stress and dissatisfaction for a couple days and it never seems to be enough and time to get back to it tomorrow. hopefully my mind and body can work as one to resume progressing optimally. don’t blame me if i accidentally let it out on someone, because that someone has been obviously been crossing the line recently

day 195 – down time in downtown

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taking some time off to refresh and wrap up all the grudge and negativity i hold as it is time to move on from the recent understanding or lack there of. wandering around and revisiting an area that i once spent countless hours during my studio. after briefly going down memory lane, a stop at the warehouse was in order