my dslr camera from boxing day shopping came in a week ago, yet i have not had little time for myself let alone time to play around with my new toy and put it to good use. can’t wait until i can relax to have some leisure time and personal time to do the many other things that also lies within my interest. so much to do so little time, i worry with each ticking second
occupied by a full day of taekwondo which started with an overloaded meeting and ended with another dinner. so many tasks at hand, so many news, so many changes, so many new ideas, so many things tasks left undone. there’s just too much thrown on my plate, i simply don’t have the time to fit all in my already crazy schedule nor the energy to carry the load. i wonder how long i will last before these tasks start spilling over my plate
working on catching up with all my school, work, personal stuff and everything in between. my to do list is endlessly long and can’t imagine the list getting any shorter as this year wears on. need to work on using my time more wisely and relying less on procrastination or else i will forever be behind. this is just the beginning of a very busy season, please let me get through without any breakdowns
blended myself a healthy blueberry smoothie in a starbucks cup to go along with working on my stuff and making my deadlines. so much left undone, looks like tonight is going to be a late night. just leave me alone and let me be. i am most productive at night since i can’t seem to get anything done early on
at waves working away trying to get many things done and catch up with my many works, most of which are due this week but i have delayed it until the very end. why does situation look so familiar, it is like a sin to finish things in advance because that’s not how i roll. sometimes i find procrastination brings the best out of me, aside from the stress
last full day for final push to make the deadline. was working on my portfolio since waking up and all of the sudden my screen appeared as a blur of white light. not only do i have to fight against time, but also fight against myself, black out, putting and splitting headache. it’s been that kind of day. i just want to complete this in time, nothing else matters at this point
can’t stress enough how tough it is working on this through christmas holidays when all i want to do is celebrate like every normal person. reality has hit me and it’s about time i pick up the pace and work faster. productivity and sense of urgency has been low and now the deadline is only days away.
instead of setting fireworks, i am spending my halloween night training hard two days before competition. my legs were so messed up as of late, waited long enough finally able to extend and kick without too much abnormal pain. worked hard and repeated each step tens, fifties and hundreds times that my hands are so overworked