day 632 – one on one

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one on one session tonight was a productive one because all attention was on me so had to take things more seriously than usual. i was able to fast track and cover the bulk of what i needed to solidify for my upcoming promotion test. all that i was trying to avoid doing had to be done tonight, there was no choice given. there was even time at the end where i had to do a few randomly selected poomsaes and he gave me constructive criticism. this was not the time to half ass because he forced me to restart from the beginning when when it wasn’t up to standard

day 81 – surprise surprise

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with very short notice on this award, just had to wing the performance today. luckily i did not embarrass myself in front of all my students, parents, instructors and grandmaster and others in attendance of the promotion test. thinking back, at times when i could have and should have worked harder

day 27 – need a push

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think i finally set a much needed goal and found promising motivator to push myself to reach this goal. as history shows, i rely on someone to consistently push me and kick me in the butt to keep me on track and remind me whenever i am slacking. hopefully this is what will keep me grounded