a subpar session and horrible stretch has left me frustrated as ever. even the boston pizza spicy thai chicken wrap sitting in front of me didn’t change my appetite or mood. i didn’t expect to have this talk with the flightclub crew, but i realize we’ve become close friends that i’m okay with letting them in on some of my thoughts and feelings, and they also shared theirs. lately, lots of negative thoughts were floating through my head, all of which left me empty. feeling discouraged with the training and progress as of late, i was beginning to accept my fate in my freestyle dream. i opened up and almost cried, but they listened and seemed to understand what i’m going through. maybe they finally realize the strong outer shell i uphold isn’t so strong on the inside
i keep thinking what a bad week it’s been with stresses coming from both spectrum. however, it could have been so much worse. i know it’s never a smooth sail across any sea, this is just a bump in our trail. i contemplated so long before speaking, but i’m glad i did or else i would still be hiding all my emotions in the dark. i’m not sure what to think of it, but being able to speak is probably a good thing
finding a parking spot along this busy street is hard, parking in one could also be very challenging. but with good coordination with adjacent car, anything is possible. you know it’s a special someone when what we did together didn’t matter and the length of meeting also didn’t matter; just having their presence made it worthwhile. it was that kind of night where being together and sharing the same space is all that mattered
proud moment when i notice my blog has been growing slowly and steadily. i have been managing this blog for fifteen months and today i reached the five hundred post count. it’s been an enjoyment and great pastime to be posting my dailies and sharing my insights. hopefully this is only a little milestone and the first of many to come. i hope my viewers has had as much fun reading this as i have maintaining this
a pleasant surprise to receive a christmas card and little gift from a good old friend i have known for years. even though we don’t see each other as regularly as before, i am so glad we continue to keep in contact. as he said, let’s keep it going and create many more memories in the new year!