day 998 – under serving

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some days i feel out of it and today is one of them where i am just really not feeling coaching and training. being at taekwondo made me sad on this day because i am struggling to find the motivation to pick myself up. the competition week is fast approaching and my preparedness is far from being competition ready. this is a big one, but my a-game is nowhere to be found. all i want to do in avoid thinking about it and hope it gets out of my head. i know this can’t continue and i am searching for a fix

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day 600 – pick me up

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there are so many uncertainties in my life and so many things i cannot control. so many questions floating in my head. i can’t be certain if i have chosen the path i want, if it’s even possible, if it’s worth it and most importantly – is my passion still there. i am very scared that the passion no longer exists and i am pursuing something where my heart is not at. i am lost in darkness and not sure where i am headed. and if it’s not, it will only make┬áme more depressed than ever. where are all the answers to get me out of this funk?? on a completely different note, happy 600th day post

day 596 – more socks

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i have been on the longest search to find the perfect socks to replace the ones i loved so much. my socks should have retired long ago but the constant struggles to find the perfect ones took eons. after years of searching and countless trial and error, i think i have finally found something just right. have always been loyal to adidas especially for socks so i was hesitant to try something else but these new nike socks really fit well. i think i am going to like it