day 550 – should be there

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a friend sent me this gorgeous view today. i should be there with her enjoying the snow on big white this weekend, but sadly i am not. instead, screw ups and lack of communication made me drop my plans and left me stuck in vancouver doing my usual routine plus another standard instructor seminar. i am not content to let winter season pass by without having gone up the mountain for some skiing

day 118- myvegas

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feels so good to have so much chips in hand i can crank up my wager and not worry about bankruptcy. the sad truth about earning faster and leveling faster only applies when you have sufficient funding and financial backup which never seems to be the case in real life. i could use some free spins in life as well

day 107 – in search of the exit to my tunnel

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someone said this is the happiest place on earth. take me there so i can escape all the sorrow, stress, anger and depressing reality i am stuck in now. living life the wrong way. there will be better days ahead, just one of those times when i must dig deep to find that exit out of this long and dark tunnel