the registration deadline is closing in and my chances of being able to compete is diminishing. it’s looking a lot like i have to give up my hope of competing in pan am club cause i still am not cleared to kick. i was really looking forward to going to this one but wouldn’t sacrifice quality just so i can go. a competition would lose its meaning if i went in under trained and not able to uphold my own standard. i know very well that i would feel even worse if i went and did subpar because i am not there to participate but to contend. i guess i will turn my attention to focus on rehab and prepare for what’s next in store for me
day 815 – chances slipping
by tongtong in my 365 and tagged #competition, #contend, #dontgiveup, #dowhatiamtold, #focus, #nexttoimpossible, #noaction, #nocando, #notapproved, #nothingbutrest, #notinmycontrol, #panamclub, #physio, #pullout, #qualityoverquantity, #registrationdeadline, #rehab, #restraints, #sacrifices, #strictorders, #subpar, #undertrained |
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