day 1522 – cavity checkĀ 

an extra unpleasant filling cause dentist said he had to use laser to cut some of the gum. that explains why i had four shots and still felt the numbing two hours into teaching. it makes eating difficult and it makes me hungry and not hungry at the same time. at the end of the day, i find myself a bit more disappointed with each passing day. it felt promising at times, but in the end i still haven’t been convinced. i’m still alone second guessing whether i’m only good and wanted when i’m willing to do what’s asked. it feels as though it’s more for the benefits and less of what my needs are. as long as i have this feeling, i will have my guard up and find ways to refuse it no matter deprived or not

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day 427 – kitty car

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this is a sick looking hello kitty car spotted, looks very much like the ferrari i know. i have a fasination of expensive cars, and i love looking and staring at them. however, there are some cars i wouldn’t invest in even if i was in the financial situation to do so. a while back somewhere out there, were spreading rumours that hello kitty is not a cat, i still refuse to believe that my favourite childhood sanrio character is a lie