day 1302 – skinny latte

img_20200204_1657458026898167595129842.jpgday three and i can walk without pain but the bigger question is can i kick, can i play, can i still compete?? there’s progress every day but my leg is still bothering me and stopping me from doing fun things. i’m not going to lie, but i was on the fence with skipping class. in the end i chose to go to school to be a good student and tried to be productive. caffeine intake was necessary so i can get through school

day 1060 – transpire

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sixteen timezones apart, no problem; a hundred timezones apart, still no problem. good friends keeping me afloat on this one because they will understand even when they don’t understand. she tells me you have to take their downs if you want to be a part of their ups; sometimes you fall because there’s something that you’re suppose to find. what i am searching for?? how deep do i have to dig?? that’s something i must find for myself

day 891 – major crossroad

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training tonight was unlike any training i have been to for the past several years. i’m afraid there’s so much to work on and not enough time to get myself up to his standards, or even my own standards. i can only promise to try my best, but no guarantees i will get it down pat. the fear of undertaking this daunting endeavour alone is frightful, i’m afraid i won’t live up to expectations and disappoint those that invested time in getting me there. i don’t know how long i’d last or if this is the right moment to jump off the train now