day 1379 – icbc rehab

the bad just got worse and now i’m put on a long chiro rehab program through icbc. the quality of life is just not there at the moment and i really want to give up. there’s no comfortable position between sitting, standing and laying down; basic mobility is compromised to the point where the pain keeps me from sleeping. it’s been a horrid week sleep deprived, not being able to go to gym, not playing sports like normal, not able to be myself. it’s asking for too much from me when i have reduce some of my physical activities and even hold off in some cases. i try not appear in pain but even staying strong has its limits and i’ve reached it. i don’t know if restricting all my sports is easier or death

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twenties series: [two] money

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money isn’t everything because it’s not the only indication as to how successful we are in life. it’s true money and success have direct correlation because we can only do so much without money. most of us work hard in life through two decades of school and work for four decades after that, not to see how much money we can accumulate in our bank account. our wealth is determined by how we impact our community and how much knowledge we get out of life, and not how many zeros our bank statement shows. no one going through school imagines or wishes to be a future hobo sitting on the street asking for passerbys to drop a few coins. if we don’t learn to use and manage it properly, what good will that do?? don’t get me wrong, no doubt number crunching is indeed important and i love money; it makes me happy when my bank account balances increases. i can almost guarantee that there isn’t anyone in the universe that doesn’t like money, i can speak for myself. what’s more important is understanding how money can facilitate us and increase our quality of life, so finding out ways to utilize money to make myself the happiest possible. not making money for the sake of making money because someone said that that is a good thing

day 423 – getting checked

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at the doctor because it still doesn’t seem right and would much prefer a scan but was told to keep taking tylenol and close tab. not quite sure why i require another week of monitoring when it’s already been two weeks of headache, dizziness, pressure, blackout, vomiting and floating feeling, but what can i do. normally don’t see my family doctor more than once a year, but have been twice in two weeks