day 2273 – time out chair

millie on the time out chair because she was being a bad dog. she normally annoys me by during hovering over me as i’m eating lunch and just getting way too close to my liking. today she was a little more extra, growling at everything and everyone for no reason. we decided she needed to be isolated on a high chair to teach her a lesson because she can’t jump off by herself

day 1394 – speak easy

nationals in the back of my mind the whole day made me so restless. i never expected the decision to be easy to overcome, and i think i handled it the best i could. what made it more difficult was i had no one to speak my mind and made it less inviting when i’m constantly being criticized, teased or ignored. i feel like i’m taking this on alone and less willing to pour my heart out knowing i’m going to get insults. i don’t know how long i can take the punishment