day 827 – temptations

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two bowls filled with halloween chocolate up for grab this morning. the past me would have hastily pigged out on it, but not today. today i decided to walk away from it cause i don’t want low quality addictives to ruin my system. i still can’t believe i resisted the urge to indulge in them but i know i made someone proud. i feel like my mental game is getting stronger already

day 826 – tape addict

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there’s no denying i abuse athletic tape and going through rolls and rolls of tape is something i am accustomed to. i rummaged through my bag tonight only to find six used, semi used and brand new rolls of tape. my dependence on tape and braces has become so strong, i feel that it would get me through my activities and i will be a-okay . i always believed that athletic tape, braces, bengay and advil are the solution to most of my physical problems. no matter how banged up, bruised, sprained or sore i may be, these will allow me to continue training and playing my sports as i wish