day 1375 – over it

these things inadvertently keep me up at night. it’s been in the back of my mind recently and today put me over the top. perhaps i’m emotionally tired from tylenoling myself for the three jammed ribs. one thing i’ve set on is giving up on expectations of certain things if the importance was never placed to begin with. i don’t feel the same and i’m frustrated, but at the same time indifferent because i’m not about to press for something that cannot be attained. i’ve learned it was never there for me and if it mattered it’d stick

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day 837 – over the top

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round two of pubnight was suppose to be a tamed one, but that never happened. had a tremendous night with little recollection of what happened. i do recall being at the photobooth and pouring beer up someone’s nose but anything beyond that was a little blurry. i was over the top so it wasn’t a night i could get home. crashed at a friend’s place for the night and had good company in a friend’s living room. it’s going to be interesting to see how functional i will be next day, keeping in mind i have a full lineup ahead of me