day 600 – pick me up

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there are so many uncertainties in my life and so many things i cannot control. so many questions floating in my head. i can’t be certain if i have chosen the path i want, if it’s even possible, if it’s worth it and most importantly – is my passion still there. i am very scared that the passion no longer exists and i am pursuing something where my heart is not at. i am lost in darkness and not sure where i am headed. and if it’s not, it will only make┬áme more depressed than ever. where are all the answers to get me out of this funk?? on a completely different note, happy 600th day post

day 245 – routine

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fourth day strong and it’s kind of coming back to me and becoming more of a routinea again. daily morning hot chocolate or french vanilla to keep me company and ease myself into the afternoon but the bigger concern is what keeps me awake in the afternoon especially when the weather gets warmer and sun shines brighter. caffeine can only have so much effect until it wears off