day 788 – rooftop

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grand villa casino doesn’t know too shabby when viewed from the rooftop parking lot. i have never been inside the casino before even though i stopped by the parkade handful of times. the parkade is quite large and judging by the amount of cars parked, there must be a lot of gamblers inside. not a big fan of casinos because there’s just no winning against dealers or slot machines and i don’t have the extra moola to donate to casinos

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day 544 – fighting self

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it’s one of those days where nothing happened but i just feel really hopeless and everything appears so grim. the feeling i get that i am fighting myself where it’s a no win situation no matter what perspective i look at it. knowing what i need to do but still can’t do it is the hardest thing i have to swallow. as hard as this process is, it’s something no one can help me with and i must do it for myself. i better work hard to figure it out because time isn’t stopping for me. this is time for a self reflection and a true test of how badly i want it