day 554 – how i feel now


the sign indicates my current situation. that’s how me and my body feels right now when all i can do is stay home in bed while constantly feeding it drug after drug. but all i really want to do is get out and train, go to the gym, hangout with people, do my regular activities. i really can’t stop feeling the gym withdrawal. it’s never a good sign when i get sent home within the first hour


day 180 – define


i have let this sit for too long so if this continues and i sense no resolution coming soon, don’t mind me if i suddenly explode out of my silence for the better or for the worse. i will not allow someone to disrespect me like that cause i am not a stepping stone just so you can find a reason to feel better about yourself