shadow suffered some scratches all because i made a bad decision when i could have easily backed up. it stings me a lot to see the scruff marks and i definitely will not pull forward next time this comes up again. got home and immediately used wax hoping it would make lessen the damage that i had already put it through. i’m very disappointed in myself for making this ill-advised error
received an uber last minute graphics request tonight at 10pm to produce something with deadline being tomorrow noon. so here i am ready to sleep feeling ill and crappy, but instead i am still up trying to whip up a graphics at 1am. this is as good as the graphics gets because i simply wasn’t given enough notice for this work and i will not accept another graphics request with two hours lead time
today’s performance is unworthy of this blue uniform. let down a lot of people and most importantly myself with lack of concentration and attention of detail. disappointment all over, i am the harshest critic of myself and should never allow that to happen again. time to tighten it up and be more serious and prepared for the next.