day 1278 – roger surgesĀ 

no regrets staying up until 4:45am just so i can witness federer win another australian open. much of the day was spent being a nerd doing my assignment, reading articles i enjoyed. the promotion test went smoothly and nothing particular went wrong, but somehow i’m feeling strangely bad about myself. the feeling of dissatisfaction of not being good enough and unworthiness is expanding in my head. i’m losing faith in myself and losing grip on what i want to achieve. hopefully that changes when i wake up tomorrow for a fresh start to the week

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day 1205 – project time

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drop the idea of searching for my usb. instead of keeping my hopes up that it will one day turn up, i’m restarting my project because that’s a better use of my time. in the past i might stay upset and dwell on it, but i’m better than that now. what’s done cannot be undone, what’s past is past so just do what i need to do to get the job done. i have already proven to be more efficient the second time around; with one afternoon, the model has of my most basic elements. nerding it out today so i’ll be at the same stage soon enough. not staying up tonight since i barely got any sleep last night with an ailing hip and neck

day 1196 – second midterm

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cramming in more studying and ready to ace that second midterm. i didn’t do as much studying as i would have liked because i had problems focusing, but i had a pretty good feeling as i handed in the test. now i can kick back at home and enjoy my down time. it’s not that late but the sky may say otherwise; must get used to it because it’ll get dark early for the next couple months

day 1161 – midterm one

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i’ve never been a keener that’s the first to show up to class. i am a natural procrastinator; arriving just in time is what i do. it surprises me four weeks in and still perfectly punctual. in fact, i’ve been consistent at arriving fifteen before class starts. i prepared myself for a much more technical and hands on midterm, but it turns out to be more theoretical. feeling slightly relieved because i think i did well, but now i have to turn my attention to the term project which will no doubt have me all stressed out soon

day 1140 – school term

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here we go again. it’s back to school to start another term because there’s always more to learn. made sure i didn’t eat before this long class so i stay attentive. moving up and taking the plunge and learning all about bim programs. it’ll get busy once we get into the thick of things and run in full force. here, i hope to continue to unlearn the act of procrastination. let’s hope i get better at it