day 1623 – obyf oddities 

acting obyfs cause more than half of the originals were not present for photoweek. showing up to the gym not being able to play is a bad feeling, but i’m there for my teammates. i don’t know how long i’ll be in a cast and in reality how long i’ll be out, but the bigger question is how long i can handle myself before the negativity begins to be harmful to my health

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day 1503 – patch process 

after several weeks of being down, i’m still trying to come around to patch all my negative thoughts. during this period, i notice pessimism is still pretty high and emotionally weakened until patchwork is further along the way. thoughts still pour in when i see things unfold in front of me that i could only envy and wished that could be me. i don’t want to stay a negative person because it’s affecting me all around. the process is slow and somehow i’m still hesitant to speak as much

day 737 – home free

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that feeling when xray results come back negative, but it’s actually a positive news. i can rest assure everything is going to be okay and that it’s alright to resume my life of all the activities i deem important to me. wonder what kind of tests would ensue to investigate further what is the real cause of the unnecessary bruising and weird pain sensations. i still don’t know what further tests i will need to undergo, but i guess i was rest easy for the time being

day 517 – chilli day

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putting in the work as part of my kinesiologist’s version of his new year’s gift to me before my physio crucified my knee. i do appreciate all the push i have gotten this year to strengthen my weaknesses and i will continue to improve and work even harder next year. on my way out of physio to see this gorgeous view of downtown with white mountains in the background. not a good day to be under dressed when the weather is minus four degrees

day 111 – into the negative

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not the clearest picture but my best attempt to snap a quick photo while stopping at a red light. first time this season seeing the weather drop below zero on my car dashboard. now is the perfect opportunity to make good use of my butt warmer and make everyone else who doesn’t have it jealous