beyoncé – if i were a boy

it makes me sad listening to this, but it also resembles the current. a lot goes to show that i’ve been taken for granted. it’s true that a guy will never understand what damages they make with a little mistake. once done it can’t be undone, once not done it cannot be made up for. i’ve lost all hope in making this a meaningful relationship if i can’t feel any care or support. i can’t make you better and i don’t want to change a person, but i have an option to move on. this really is the last of it and maybe one day, it’ll finally click

day 1519 – gym needs

headache at work got pretty bad again to the point where i didn’t seem useful and should just go home. but i stayed and kept thinking the tylenol will kick in soon enough. i was only looking forward to going to the gym, and stubborn enough even if i were to collapse during. i really wanted to since i haven’t made up for the missed monday and i wasn’t about to do another shuffle nor write off this week

day 745 – stocking

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my obsession for protein bars and my quest to find the best ones continues. function is important but flavour is also a big factor in complimenting my many moods. stocking up in bulk and ready to go because i will be needing them. don’t mind me, i haven’t gone crazy but just doing what i need to do because this is the only way i can ever get enough protein intake in a day

day 591 – my friend ben

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happy saturday pi day because it’s only once we get 3.14.15. you have no idea how hard it is to find a store that carries this nowadays, so it makes these minty tubes ever so precious. found these sitting on the shelf and had to stock up on my friend ben after using the last of it the previous weekend. my training will go into full force very soon so i sure need these available and within my arms length at all times

day 66 – extreme like!!

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really like this white and lime green pair of barricades at impulse sports but too pricey for my poor wallet even at its sale price. must be careful with my spendings and make distinction between wants and needs. the last thing i need is to buy another pair of triple digit tennis shoes