day 1407 – tirelessly going

been hemmed in developing this new collection. after fiddling with lighting settings and going through many partial renders and trial runs, this is the first fully rendered room i can settle with. keeping busy and overloading myself with eleven hours so there’s no idle time and nothing else but work. if i could squeeze work in every sector of my day to occupy my mind, i need not to worry i’ll be thinking, feeling or crying. the best solution i can come up with until i can no longer take it

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day 1182 – perplexed

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the teaching assistant was going over the term project but lost me early on in the optional work session. i had no idea what was going on; i guess others started leaving for the same reason. remembering half the term’s mark is based solely on this term project made me stay a little longer and stress out a little more. i still stayed until i figured there was no point, plus i was getting super hungry. i’ll give it a rest tomorrow as there’s lots of odds and ends to take care of before i head out on my roadtrip

day 1140 – school term

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here we go again. it’s back to school to start another term because there’s always more to learn. made sure i didn’t eat before this long class so i stay attentive. moving up and taking the plunge and learning all about bim programs. it’ll get busy once we get into the thick of things and run in full force. here, i hope to continue to unlearn the act of procrastination. let’s hope i get better at it

day 820 – working overtime

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deadline calls for crazy schedules with early morning, late nights, no lunch, no breaks and little sleep. the times when i am not only operating with next to no sleep, but also inadvertently bypassing meal times. three days of neverending work and uncomprising schedule can really get you. working overtime and going as fast as i possibly can in order to make a push for tight deadlines. i made my deadline tonight, good night world, i need to catch a little snooze before its morning again

day 254 – doing my thing

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doing more of what i like to do is definitely more interesting than sitting around. i must admit i really missed it and i feel so happy working with these programs again. no doubt my skills have gotten a bit rusty and i have forgotten the many tools but that feeling is coming back to me