day 1118 – fell off

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after having fended off my fries craving for a week, i fell off the tracks and finally gave in. didn’t make up any sleep last night after a crazy busy weekend. i felt really tired in the afternoon but strangely couldn’t fall asleep. when i finally did, i only managed eight minutes of napping. i was suppose to go to a house party but didn’t feel like i deserved to so just went for a walk instead. maybe the built up mental and physical fatigue led me to make this horrible decision. i don’t know what went into me, but i just can’t let myself make these poor decisions again

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day 1112 – unavailing

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not sure why getting out of bed was so difficult this morning but from the moment i climbed out of bed this morning, i was already feeling a little off. i started the day later than usual so everything was delayed. trying to get my work done in compressed time but the whole day has been unproductive. couldn’t get work done at home so tried mcdonalds but still not much got done. deadlines are approaching, need to get down to business or else my to do list will keep piling up

day 1070 – mccafe

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trying to be productive at mcdonalds requires iced coffee to keep me awake and alive. the reliance on coffee has become too strong; it’s the only way to sit down and get some work done. lots of work to be done and lots of thinking ahead. i’ve never seen these cute mini mccafe coffee cups before, but i guess i would not have if i didn’t make specific requests

day 889 – not a chance

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this went out the door as fast as it came into my mailbox. in the past i would’ve left it on the counter waiting for someone else to claim it. today i threw it right out with no hesitation cause i want no part of this overpriced junk. i am confident to say turning down fastfood is something i would do in a heartbeat. making healthy choices simply because i want a well maintained system that won’t break down prematurely

day 748 – bottle man

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this guy looks like he’s doing well hoarding those recyclable cans and bottles. wonder how he does it and if because i could learn a thing of two from him to get our competition fundraising going. if he keeps collecting at this pace, he might just break out of bankruptcy with that collection, or get him a week’s worth of mcdonalds artery clogging double cheesebugers.┬árandom thoughts and findings of the day to keep my boring monday drives to a minimal

day 695 – old quebec

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tough day of competition with some slippage and certainly disappointment. hit me harder than anyone can imagine but it’s a wake up call and learning experience. i have some thinking, regrouping and re-prioritizing to do when i get back, but i will come back strong. in the meantime, going into old quebec late at night with the purpose of sightseeing. the area is pretty neat with some resemblance of vancity gastown and yaletown. turns out we stopped by mcdonalds just to try the mclobster and some mcflurries. would be nice to come back during the day time if time permits

day 437 – filthy meal

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feasting on way too many mcdonald’s chicken nuggets and large fries late night after so called hard training session. this can’t be good in the final week just before our competition, or at any point in time. damn the craving, screwing up my my attempts to eat healthy. guess it’s a good thing i haven’t had mcnuggets in a long time and we just had an impulsive craving for junk