day 1826 – work calls

i went into work and did my lunch and learn presentation. i went not because i wanted to, but cause obligation calls. the way everything has unfolded recently left me feeling sour and i’m about to give up trying to reach for justice. i no longer feel like standing up for what’s fair and will just do whatever is said. the amount of work i manage, the amount of stress from all directions, and the lack of respect i’m receiving just doesn’t add up. the renumeration that was promised doesn’t exist. if things don’t change, then i’m on my way out

day 1741 – triple monitors

others be jealous seeing i’m getting new graphics card and third monitor in place. the new twenty two inch looks out of its class sitting beside my twin towers of twenty sevens. as if i wasn’t already screened by the two ginormous monitors, now i’ll be barried behind the wall of monitors modeling away. with bpm about to be implemented, the additional monitor will be a necessity. is productivity also measured with an increase thirty three percent

day 1731 – project overload

img_20200130_2134022509662159649638735.jpgit’s design reshuffle day and coordinated much of the move, but i was also the culprit who stalled the whole process. essentially everyone was waiting for me to move out of my workstation before they can move in, but i was adamant of replying four nasty emails. the bombardment of emails overnight came from someone who had no business in minding my projects; she’s not my manager and i need not report to her. she’s been slowly working at some leads and managed to break two. she’s turned her attention to me but has yet to find a way to unravel me. some say i’m really good with keeping my poker face and not getting to me has quite frustrated her. i felt the need to reply all four of them in a way to show she’s got nothing on me. i stand up for not only myself, but for the rest of my design team