day 1463 – bpm meetingĀ 

mid week morning meeting is tough without a splash of caffeine. i was suppose to take a half day off last week but that didn’t happen. the form was filled out and sitting on my desk since mid july, but finding an appropriate day to take my half day off is harder than i thought. if i continue to fail, it will turn into twenty days of consecutive work. working fifty seven hour a week is like a fourteen day work week and i definitely don’t want to get sucked into doing that like before

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day 716 – take me back

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take me back home to where i belong. where the night meets the day seamlessly and not much could get in the way of me and my dreams. when i thought i had friends that would last forever and get me through tough times. what i dreamt i would accomplish and make a difference in this world. who i thought i would become to be strong enough to withstand. how i thought i would live my life, standing affront the beach and gazing out at sunset

day 645 – packing troubles

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this is the status of my packing situation in hour into my attempt. things are always harder to find when i need it most and then reappear in my face when i don’t. what’s frightening is this pile is not the only things i will be packing for this trip. as if finding everything i needed wasn’t hard enough, fitting everything into my duffel will be an even tougher task. the whole packing process took over three hours and in the end i gave in to using a suitcase because i failed to fit everything into my duffel