day 1118 – fell off

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after having fended off my fries craving for a week, i fell off the tracks and finally gave in. didn’t make up any sleep last night after a crazy busy weekend. i felt really tired in the afternoon but strangely couldn’t fall asleep. when i finally did, i only managed eight minutes of napping. i was suppose to go to a house party but didn’t feel like i deserved to so just went for a walk instead. maybe the built up mental and physical fatigue led me to make this horrible decision. i don’t know what went into me, but i just can’t let myself make these poor decisions again

day 437 – filthy meal

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feasting on way too many mcdonald’s chicken nuggets and large fries late night after so called hard training session. this can’t be good in the final week just before our competition, or at any point in time. damn the craving, screwing up my my attempts to eat healthy. guess it’s a good thing i haven’t had mcnuggets in a long time and we just had an impulsive craving for junk

day 170 – just had to

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after finding out mcdonald’s is featuring poutine on their menu, i had to give it a try. not bad i must admit, but i don’t know when i will be having another. broke my stretch of healthy days with my first fast food of the year. but then again, it’s only been seventeen days into the new year

day 141 – getting my gear ready

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it’s getting close to that time of the year again. as the mountain condition gets better, i am starting to get antsy to grab my gear and go¬†for the first run of the season. managed to gather first half my ski gear, now just need to dig up my ski apparel and baselayers to weather the cold conditions