day 2454 – stubborn knee

it’s hard to stay positive when i was all eager to train raiz into red, but i can’t carry out the drill because my knee simply can’t take the landing on the mat. it started to get inflamed after five attempts and i wasn’t even at a point where i was doing it right yet. i teared up a little getting overly flustered and frustrated. the stubborn me says i’m still going to do this drill no matter what because i’m determined to get this move

day 856 – outlet source

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one of my social media platform was invaded today and it never feels good when my personal space gets trampled on; almost like my human rights got mutilated. i swear if something wasn’t fixed by the end of today, i wouldn’t stop short of letting my displeasures be known. good thing we have come to a consensus and found a solution that might work. it was one of those days where i thought i wouldn’t hold myself together and lose control. i came ever so close to blowing up but i am glad i went to my trusted place, a place i can always count on as a source of outlet and digression

day 94 – silver is not good enough

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so much complications and turn of events at this year’s master cup, threw me off completely. i did all that i could under such circumstance with last minute changes that forced me to compete with a different poomsae but no excuse, silver is just not good enough and not eager to add to my collection. the most important lesson i learned today from my grandmaster is i must be ready to perform anything top notch at any point in time