day 660 – going all in

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it’s all or nothing, like gambling at the casino. the only difference is i am in total control of the outcome. i think i give myself too much pressure cause i have my own standards and cannot afford to lose. i’d be performing not only in front of the grandmaster, the instructors that’s taught me from the very beginning, but also the students that i have been teaching. saved up all my scholarships so i could use it altogether at times like this. saying goodbye to all the awards, now i am feeling poor all over again but at least i am using it for something worthwhile

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day 6 – renewing membership

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time to use my accumulated scholarships to cut down the cost of membership renewal fees. all the appreciation awards, stars of the month, mvp scholarships i have amassed over the past couple years are now gone and have to start collecting and earning these scholarships all over again