30 share it [fifteen]

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one of the least pleasant way to start my day. woke up this morning with a scare and really didn’t know what to think of it, even turned to google for possibilities. hoping to outlast it as long as i can bear it, else i need to get to the bottom of this issue. today is not one of my good days for sure. i’m not in the mood to do anything tonight so i guess i’ll go and sleep it off

day 1050 – phlegmatic

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keeping my cool and my emotions in check is never easy, but it’s something i ask of myself. there are days like this when i am unsure about everything including the purpose of my existence. it’s a dull day sitting in silence thinking of my imperfections, and then i would get mad at myself for the imperfections that i have. i would question and question time over time, but would have no answers to any of them. i just want to be better, but i can’t. i feel like a strange child that’s not comfortable with myself