day 1866 – sloppiness

spent time running through some basic kicks and then taeguek 1 all the way to taebaek. i’ve realized too much devotion to instructing as taken away from practicing and bettering my own skills. i can’t remember the last time i did a poomsae or kicks for real. i feel utterly rusty and even disgusted with how sloppy its become. i need to dust of all that rust and keep up with my own practice. as an instructor and a competitor, it would be a disgrace to lose all that proficiency i once trained really hard for. it’s only fair i continue to practice as i expect my students to do the same

day 1287 – emotional eating

could barely keep my eyes open this morning but i still felt okay during the day. i had all the intention to go training tonight but everything kind of fell apart when evening hit. i went way off track i couldn’t get myself to go to training. instead, i turned for home where emotional eating happened. disappointment loomed over me and i feel so utterly disgusted at myself for being useless. i just want to pull a blanket over my head or better yet bury myself in a hole

day 953 – re-rack much??

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day three of staying off my legs as i was instructed. i may be operating with many limitations, but doesn’t mean that i can’t go to the gym to work on other muscle groups. disgusted at those people who doesn’t clean up after themselves and re-rack the weights they used. it’s not much to ask for; if you use the weights, you should be strong enough to put them away. these people should be publicly shamed for being an inconsiderate human being and ruining the gym experience for others