showed up to work dressed a little different today. the attire is different from my usual; a new turtle neck and cardigan. the colours of my wardrobe has a high level of consistency; still wearing my typical blacks and greys. though i was feeling a little insecure, i also felt a little more confident at the same time. the long weekly meeting i had with my manager in the morning was kind of important to me because it was i have felt a bit more distant from him since the transition. after our talk about catalytic coaching, i felt like i had a better sense of direction
reading books isn’t something i do often, but if it helps me find myself, then this is a change i must make. picked up this book the other day because the title written in big black bold letters was so intriguing it caught my attention. and inside, this statement really got me intrigued. prior to sleeping tonight, i sat on my bed flipping through this inspirational book and hoping this will inspire me and put me back in the groove
my mind is constantly telling me all commitments should be pushed to the side, not going out tonight anywhere because i feel the need to hibernate. i want to stay at home and take the time to catch up on so much i haven’t gotten around to completing. hope hibernating this week will cure all the troubles and tasks on my plate, set me back to normal and boost my productivity
felt like taking a long drive out to the delta district tonight with one purpose in mind. i drive lots and i go all around the cities, but rarely do i get a chance to or have a reason to go so south past richmond. the atmosphere feels so different here where everything seems so sparse and mild. this is my new cool hangout place in delta, i guess there’s more reason to venture out here than before.
trying something new because i felt like a challenge was in order. wouldn’t mind adding some new skills into my repertoire and seeing how far it takes me. i honestly believe i am capable of achieving the goal i set out to do so, all i need to do is go out and make it happen. the day i make new ground or fully achieve a skill is when i can feel proud of myself for having worked hard for it. i learn to never stay stagnant, never settle and always be hungry for more because there’s so much out there waiting for me to experience
a selfie after picking up my new glasses was definitely necessary. thought i would change it up and go with bigger bolder plastic frame even though my parents thought it wasn’t appropriate for work. these glasses are super comfortable, i can feel good looking nerdy. these also reminds me a lot like the cineplex three dimensional glasses they offer. i need my glasses because it makes me look more mature when i need people to take me seriously
spinach garden salad with sundried tomato salad dressing, garlic alaskan salmon on french bread and boiled perogies for dinner. i am open to trying new dinner ideas, for once changing up and staying away from the typical chinese dinner of rice and chopsticks. the idea of organic vegetable had me thinking it’s a healthy kind of meal. i am a picky eater, there’s a lot of greens i do not eat but i can settle with lettuce romaine