day 1287 – emotional eating

img_20200204_1658298040987941375280696.jpgcould barely keep my eyes open this morning but i still felt okay during the day. i had all the intention to go training tonight but everything kind of fell apart when evening hit. i went way off track i couldn’t get myself to go to training. instead, i turned for home where emotional eating happened. disappointment loomed over me and i feel so utterly disgusted at myself for being useless. i just want to pull a blanket over my head or better yet bury myself in a hole

day 1212 – new quilt

img_20200204_2141483544624172087794064.jpgi finally found my other blanket now that my body has succumbed to some sort of virus. hoping that by burying myself in this blanket and sleeping more today, i will be okay to do my black friday shopping in the morning. i woke up mid day not feeling any less crappy, but still hopeful that a miracle will happen overnight. despite feeling unwell and did nothing today, i received some good news and hope more is on its way

day 808 – migraine season

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trapped at home tonight because the migraine is really getting to me. been bothered by a wave of migraines recently certainly makes it a little concerning considering it’s gotten much better in the recent years. so had to opt out of going to gym and taekwondo, instead laid on the couch to watch the jays game and catch up on some drama. a disappointing game it was, hope tomorrow’s game will be better for the jays