day 849 – big decisions

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i think i made one of the biggest decision since my existence but i also think it’s a necessary one. i’ve been in limbo for quite some time but i kept quiet and tried to hide everything inside. today, i took a huge leap of faith and let go of something i really should have let go long ago, but was afraid to do so. i sat at starbucks to recollect myself because i wasn’t sure if i was aware what just happened. now it’s time to collect my thoughts and think about the steps i need to take moving forward. this was an all important decision and i believe it’s the right one because without it, i would continue to be a robot assuming my regular routine. this really forces me to focus on what i really needed to do – think about what’s best for me

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day 418 – mine

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these spiffy cards came into the office today. just holding them and looking at them makes me feel a bit better from a sleep deprived and exhausting weekend. it doesn’t make it any better knowing its only the beginning another week and the trek starts all over again. nothing really changes with or without this but now it feels like a somebody and gives me a sense of belonging