day 191 – stabbed in the heart

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the moments when you know you have been right all along and it just took someone the effort to simply ask for clarification rather than misinterpret and then wrongly accuse. the dissatisfaction of already taking the undeserving heat based on wrong accusation cannot be compensated and that whatever is said or done cannot be undone. this is what keeps me up at night and is directly related to my sleeplessness. truly disappointed of the whole situation but the only bright point i can take with me is knowing my intentions were clear from the beginning and never once doubted myself. at the end of the day, i am who i am

day 107 – in search of the exit to my tunnel

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someone said this is the happiest place on earth. take me there so i can escape all the sorrow, stress, anger and depressing reality i am stuck in now. living life the wrong way. there will be better days ahead, just one of those times when i must dig deep to find that exit out of this long and dark tunnel