day 782 – quarterly

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just as i thought it is the same old quarterly event, things start to get interesting. unexpected circumstances arise with the stresses of putting together a solo performance on the spot. i suppose there were many things in my repertoire that i could use, but i didn’t want to think and just resorted to some stick knife self defense. another prime example of the always ready expectations put to the test, i can never get too comfortable with that phenomena

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day 94 – silver is not good enough

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so much complications and turn of events at this year’s master cup, threw me off completely. i did all that i could under such circumstance with last minute changes that forced me to compete with a different poomsae but no excuse, silver is just not good enough and not eager to add to my collection. the most important lesson i learned today from my grandmaster is i must be ready to perform anything top notch at any point in time

none of this crap

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i have been unreasonably lazy recently and letting too many things slip without the slightest thought of feeling guilty. hopefully this sparks something from within and makes me want it more than before. let’s fix this while i can and get through downward fall┬ábecause my goals won’t do itself