stayed home originally thinking i’d be lazy, but turns out to be a work afternoon. i finished the much delayed payrolls for terms of killarney because someone complained about class reserve distribution. the email chain started getting out of hand and in turn made me even more agitated. i checked the spreadsheet and all is good to go until he makes other complaints. at least i got off my plate and onto better things
clearly someone taking scrimmage a little too seriously. the aftermath of a collision during powerskating scrimmage because a try-hard hit me not once, but twice. i took no exception to his second offense and decided to go straight for the bodycheck to knock him on his ass. i’m not sure what he’s trying to prove standing up against someone half his size, but its not welcome here. if i could, i would have knocked him over again because once just wasn’t enough to satisfied the rage inside
sleeping has been an issue the last couple days. falling asleep has become increasingly difficult; waking up feeling like i never slept last night. i lay in bed seeing the clock strike 2am, then 3am and realizing my alarm is set to ring in four hours. it’s never a good sign when i get agitated easily and don’t feel up to doing anything productive. these days when i am indifferent about everything gives me a terrible and empty feeling inside. could it be the stress and unease as the competition date gets closer??
dodgeball is a fun sport when played properly but a dangerous one if played incorrectly, that’s the case for tier 3 games. needless to say, it was a really rough night full of head shots, poor and nonexistent reffing, undisciplined players who blatantly cheat. i was very agitated throughout the night when my head was aimed at countless time before one finally connected. having just suffered a concussion three weeks ago and an upcoming competition, i would feel absolutely outrageous if i suffer another just because players fail to understand the rules and safety of the game. i was just trying to do my executive due diligence and explicitly told off several players, there was no improvement