day 1405 – rendering

still made it to work feeling unwell since i need to crank out renderings for client. adamant on my gym routines after work regardless. part of my workout came to a halt when i felt sharp pain in my hip. i rested a little and popped some painkillers before leaving the gym with limbs shaking. sharp pain hit me again mid way through a dodgeball game; my hip felt paralyzed for a second and i couldn’t bend over. i have yet to play a robot night without pain and never knew how much this car accident would impact my daily life and movement. but what hurts most going home wasn’t my hip but my heart. this time i can’t really brush it off and pretend i’m okay with it

day 806 – caffeinated

morning caffeine to start the day gets me through the morning with a little less pain and a little more productivity. also helps ease the headache and neck pain from what feels like a sustained whiplash. i hope it’s nothing severe because there’s a lot to be done in the next little while i cannot afford to miss a day. kind of adds to the insult of my already sore legs and canker sore or tooth issues. i always believed that caffeine, bengay and tape solves most things, which i know a lot of people disagree with me