day 1506 – grandma’s arm

my grandma is over ninety but probably healthier than me even before i turned nineteen. rarely has she made us worry, but today i received the bad news that she broke her arm from a fall. worried that she’s suffering in pain, that she can’t take care of herself, that she wants my father by her side. she needs to go through a procedure and what she needs most is care that i cannot provide her with. i just can’t rest easy knowing what she is going through and can only wish i could take it for her