eating habit

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i don’t know what exactly is going on, i just know that something is not right. i packed and planned what to eat daily, but i somehow accidentally on purpose refuse to eat. after a day’s work, a workout and a night of dodgeball, i find myself sitting at eight hundred. the outrageously low intake is slightly worrisome especially on a day like this when i have so much exertion. because i stack my schedule with back to back to backs, i don’t put eating as a priority. i get home not sure if i should eat or just sleep. i know for a fact my stomach is empty, but i tell myself that as long as i can fall sleep, it will solve the problem

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day 1265 – whiteboard

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i personalized every possible inch of space around my workstation and utilized my whiteboard so it can motivate me. a treacherous road it has been, but it’s certainly paying dividends as of late. more often than not, i feel like i’m fighting it alone and that no one else is proud; that’s not the feeling i want. at least i know i can depend on myself and that i can get what i was longing for